You

Have the sweetest heart ever.

Well, I don´t. Actually, I might have, but it is very well hiden. You keep trying to put it out. I can´t do this, you know ? It´s so much easier to hate you hate ever single piece of you. Every look that you gave me, every word, every touch. Everything that I might love; I do my best to hate. So we can move on, in a way that I don´t have what I really want, but I will content myself with the little part of you that I "have" and I´ll never let this little part go.

Please

just save me from this darkness.

Even knowing that maybe this darkness is all because of you, I like to think that you have the light to guide me out of here.

I might...

...love you.

But eventually I´m gonna hate you.

I wish it was not true, but that´s the way it is
It´s not your fault, that´s the way it is
I love you now, but I´ll be sick of you
And that´s the way it is. And will always be.

Right ? RIGHT ?



Please, make me hate you, it should be easy, right ?

Well...

You should run.

I´m not a concept.
Don´t take my words as true, my acts as right. Don´t take anything at all from me. Cause I have this stone heart so, I will eventually gonna hate you.

Believe me.

And please believe for me too.