
She never ever says something personal, she never shows her weakness, she never cries. But if she does, it means that you deserve that, you are the right person to hear her t
houghts, to stay by her side, when she doesn't want anybody around. THAT means you are special. Because she trusts in you, you should be
grateful. But all you say is: "What ? What were you saying ?" And that's budy... That breaks her heart like hell.
Every day, in every
word, she dies a little, she cries a little.
[That's why she loves her tourniquet, it keeps her away from that suffering, it keeps her away from crying.]