Here I go again

And so it is... Again.
But not the same.
This boy is so cute, smart, lovable...
I mean, you fall in love to someone's eyes, smell, smile, voice and maybe skin.
Yeah that's what I do.
And this is how I act.
I'm scared, I'm stupid and coward.

I run and hide.

So...
I hope he finds me.

I really do...