Wellcome

to hell.

I always wanted to be that girl that you look in the eyes and say, "Oh god, she's perfect in every single default, in every single way" I always wanted to be the one that makes you think how beautiful life can be. Maybe, cause that's what you mean to me. So, I've tryed to give you my heart, I've tryed to give you my soul, but I just couldn't... I couldn't give you anything. I know that I heart like mine is worth breaking. I know that. Cause I've tryed so hard to make you believe that I was trashy... I thought that like this you would go away and forget me, cause I could no longer forget you, I just couldn't keep you away from my heart. But by doing that, all I did was hurt you, and make you believe that I was bad. But I am not. How could I be bad if all I do to you is with love ? If I have this huge affection for you ? I don't believe that you can't see it... That you can't see how much I adore you... Or if you just don't wanna believe that. All I know today, is how much I've hurted my pride and my heart to spare you of the headache...

I've done it all wrong, I know. And I'm sorry for that. I don't expect anything from you, I just hope that someday, you look back and realize that even as a "child" (like you always say) I was able to love you more than any grown woman could ever do.